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Veronica
14 April 2006 @ 02:16 pm
•Always listen to what someone has to say... even if they said it a million times. Even if it gets annoying, it obviously really means something to them.

•Take care of emotional needs before phsyical needs, because emotional needs will determine the will to be physically healthy.

•If you call yourself someone's friend... never leave them if they do nothing personal to you. You're job as a friend is to stick loyal and true, even if they get annoying, friends stick by each other's side and that's that.

•Honesty is the best policy. There is no such thing as too much truth, just such things as cruel ways to speak the truth.

•Be kind to those who are evil to you. -

"Dark cannot take away darkness... only light can do that... hate cannot take away hate, only love an do that." - Martin Luther King, Jr.

•Don't blame anyone else for your personal problems.

•Whenever you have a problem, solve it. It won't just fade away, and avoiding it will keep it alive longer and make it worse.

•Always follow your heart, no matter what anyone says. It's always right. But doi'nt forget to consider your head also.

•Don't date because everyone else is doing it or because you love someone, do it because you feel completely safe and equal with your feelings.
Feel good quote: "Love is friendship set on fire"

•Always think before you jump to conclusions.

•Always control your anger because you'll be surprised to who gets affected by it.

•Constantly remind those you love how much they really mean to you.

•Never hold back, just let go. (but if it's harsh, try to be gentle)

•Always try to be kind to the person who your mad at cuz if you love them, live like it's their last day on earth, because what if it is? And with you too, always live like it's your last to get most out of life.

Other things to think about how the human race works: (try to overcome the negative ones)

1. SElf love is the greatest of all flatters.
2. We all have enough strength to endure the misfortunes of others.
3. If we had no faults of our own, we wouldn't take so much pleasure in finding faults in others.
4. Those who occupy themselves greatly in little things may become incapable of greater things.
5. The love of justice in men is often the fear of recieving injustice.
6. Nothing is given so profusely as advice.
7. We usually only praise to be praised in return.
Our repentance is not so much the ill we cause others as the ill will will recieve later down the road.
8. We always like those who admire us; however, it's rare to like the people we admire.
9.We frequently forgive those who love us, but we cannot forgive the people whom we love.
10.We confess to little faults only to deny the bigger ones.
11. We rarely find that people has good sense unless they agree with us.
12. Quarrels would not last as long as they do if it wasn't so faulted on both sides.


All 12 derived from the maxims of Francois de la Rouefoucauld.

Try to really think of these things and change the bad, and make the good ones better, cuz if you do, that's one more good person in the world and one more step to a better world to live in.
 
 
.:*:.Music.:*:.: My brother's game
 
 
Veronica
09 April 2006 @ 06:34 pm
Yeah... I'm back... didn't think I would did you? This time I'm back with half the friends I used to have though. I love ya'll too. $50 the people who gave up on me or never cared are gonna reply to this going, "I've always been your friend."

I'm so sick.
 
 
.:*:.Mood.:*:.: unwanted
.:*:.Music.:*:.: Flyleaf - I'm so sick
 
 
Veronica
08 December 2005 @ 07:05 pm


What Will verobiatch Get ?
Xmas pressie predictor
Big wooly jumper knitted by himehunnibunni
Pair of Socks from salivatore
Bottle of Whiskey from in_xo_iove
Cd from shortone2490
Something Cuddly from olivedip
Something Intoxicating from jmzee52
Something Silly from flymonkey14
Something Funny from midnightryder89
Lump of coal from branded_15
Something Pretty from hoshi_sama
Something Shiny from my_problems_411
Something Naughty from my_dead_release
Something Smelly from electric_bugalu
Something Breakable from makememoo
Something Useful from sb2691
Something not useful from munchy954
The Black and Decker Tool Kit from mydeadblackrose
Livejournal account from forgedaboutit
The Make-up Bag from lost_n_unfound
Stack of DVDs from brightnight
Something Geeky from xxlonelyheartxx

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Jamie's is too accurate and Brandon... hey now! Watch the naughty level... >)
 
 
.:*:.Mood.:*:.: Generous
.:*:.Music.:*:.: Adam and Andrew - Emo Song
 
 
Veronica
08 December 2005 @ 06:36 pm
Dear Santa...

Dear Santa,

This year I've been busy!

Last Wednesday I gave [info]electric_bugalu a Dutch Oven (-10 points). Last Sunday I signed my organ donor card (28 points). In April [info]kevins_song and I donated clothes to the needy (11 points). In February I bought porn for [info]shroomi (10 points). In March I pulled [info]xblueberryriotx's hair (-5 points).

Overall, I've been nice (34 points). For Christmas I deserve a shiny red ball!

Sincerely,
verobiatch

Write your letter to Santa! Enter your LJ username:
 
 
.:*:.Music.:*:.: One- Control freak
 
 
Veronica
05 December 2005 @ 06:16 pm
fill this out! Make it fun!

Dear _____,
You make me ________.
You should _______.
Someday I will ______.
You = ________.
If I saw you now I'd __________.
I would build a _______ just for you.
I would get your name tattooed on my __________.
If I could sing you any song it would be _________.
We could drink __________ under the stars.
My love for you is like that of ____________.

Love,
_______________

(P.S. ______________.)

My day was ok. I've been thinking a lot again but Hunka Matata and I try to get over it and look at the brighter things. I love you guys! <333
 
 
.:*:.Mood.:*:.: devious
.:*:.Music.:*:.: No Doubt - Don't speak.
 
 
Veronica
02 December 2005 @ 10:48 am
Hehehe... everyone thinks I look good today and it was a confidence raiser for today. =) I'm gonna try to put only nice happy things in this thing. Yesterday me and Brandon talked over things NICELY! Woo! I'm supposed to be doing history research but I already did most of it. My birthday is in 11 days! Score! I'm not sure if I'm gonna be doing anything yet though. Dude this random guy came up to me before sitting and asked if I killed people with my chains on my pants. O.o; I was like "No! Of course not!" He's like, "Good, I guess I can sit here then." O___O;;; I'm kinda sad cuz I lefr my nice healthy great lunch at home. =( Oh well. My mom thinks i skipped fourth hour yesterday cuz the school called and said that I didn't show up but I did right after an excused presentation from FAU. It sucks. I'm trying so hard to bring my grades back up. Hopefully I can soon.
 
 
.:*:.Mood.:*:.: smiley
.:*:.Music.:*:.: 10 years - Wasteland
 
 
Veronica
29 November 2005 @ 07:29 pm
I'm back... yay?
 
 
.:*:.Mood.:*:.: accomplished
.:*:.Music.:*:.: Staind
 
 
Veronica
01 November 2005 @ 05:53 pm
I'm going to abandon this thing.
 
 
.:*:.Mood.:*:.: depressed
.:*:.Music.:*:.: Hawthorne Heights - Nikki FM
 
 
Veronica
31 October 2005 @ 06:38 pm
Jabari: it's dark here. darkness surrounds me. i'm full of it. it ingulfs me. i'm blinded. there is no light at the end of this tunnel.


Shareema: Fuck you for everything you did to me, i was never sure if i was helping you or you were doing this for yourself because you felt sorry for me, either way, niether of us was going down truthful. So fuck you and walk away, its better me not lying anywayze.

Im not going to say sorry, cuz i never fucking did anything. This time and all the rest, it was all fucking YOU.

And, i dont know what your trying to do, but nothing will come from it, and you might as well stick to your fucked up ways instead of lying your way around it.


Hoobastank - OUt of Control )
Evanescence - Going Under )
Evanescence - Everybody's Fool )
Linkin Park - Crawling )
Linkin Park - By Myself )
Smile Empty Soul - For You )
Smile Empty Soul - With this knife )
 
 
.:*:.Mood.:*:.: cold
.:*:.Music.:*:.: Hoobastank - Lucky
 
 
Veronica
30 October 2005 @ 03:21 pm
Guidelines
1. Write something about 15 different people.
2. Don't say who they are.
3. If someone asks you which one is about them, don't tell.


1. I'm really sorry we do'nt talk like we used to. You're a great person.
2. Why are you so against calling people now? YOu used to be one of my closest friends. I try...
3. You never deserved it... especially cuz you're so damn nice.
4. You're an unsolvable mystery yet so easy to understand. I guess I'll never know everything but I hope I come close. I'll never forget you.
5. There's so much to say about this amazing girl that I must simply say something that has nothing to do with her amazingness: You're mom goes to college!
6. You're so nice and cute! You need a hug. ^___^ You're really what everyone calls you. (to say waht that is would give it away.
7. I miss you and you're dumb antics. You're still one of the funniest people I've ever known.
8. There's so much mroe to the simple persona you put out there.
9. I miss hanging out wit hyou all the time we need to talk more agian.
10. We were super close and friendly for one year and I miss being able to hang with you.
11. I do'nt know why you do the things you do but you're the most unique guy I've ever met.
12. You were my first closest pal.
13. You were the first friend I've ever had and we're still appreciating each other.
14. I've known you from real young too. YUou're a strong, good person and since I was young I knew I couldn't loose touch with you and hopefully I never will. You're the best.
15. You're really thoughtful and sweet and it's a shame you're gone cuz I miss you.
 
 
.:*:.Mood.:*:.: bouncy
.:*:.Music.:*:.: Mario Golf music. XD
 
 
Veronica
29 October 2005 @ 10:12 pm
Today was great! I was lying when I said I had power... cuz like the next day it went out, but it's all good agian. Brandon came over today. It was really good for the most part. Bad things with mom like:
•Didn't like my outfit >.<;; eep! She bought the shirt fo rme I think it's cute!!
•My grandma has something wrong with her and he said that it might be permanant which wasn't comforting at ALL.
•He argued with his mom fo rlike 25 minutes... which she hated and got annoyed with.
•SHe didn't know he was coming today... she thought I meant yesterday when I asked but that was so off.

Not to mention mommy hates him in the first palce. T.T

So all that got me real worried today but in general I had a nice time and I was happy to see him. Then We went to Carlynn's Halloween get togeter thing and that was fun. I was social and people wanted me there! they put effort into getting me there! Thanks Kyle! ^___^ I felt special. <3 So Brandon left like an hour later. =( I went to go run after him and give him a hug but like Alyssa stopped me. And Alex sorta. Oh well. I can't talk to him tomorrow. But other than that, it was a lot of fun and I'm glad I got to see everyone! I'm pretty ok right now. Heart you guys!
 
 
.:*:.Mood.:*:.: Iffy
.:*:.Music.:*:.: My Chemical Romance - Ghost of You
 
 
Veronica
26 October 2005 @ 10:09 pm
That moment... It was a glorious moment. 2:58P.M - Cypress Lakes neighborhood gets... PHONE AND POWER! WEEEE!!!! *school girl scream* Oh my God. Me and Jess Mau almost cried. I hugged Sanjana and we ran down the block screaming. The block even had a "Thanksgiving for power" Turkey, potatoes, the whole speel. How sad is that? It was awesome though. Then us wild teenagers all watched Texas Chainsaw Massacre. Not scary, but fuckin gross as all hell! Funny too. Gotta be the one movie with the most concintrated amount of freak shows. XD I like the officer nasty bastard. "Op, it's a little wet down there!" Honestly, who the hell sticks guns up there? Anyway, so Amy and Alyssa (not Mulvihill) had their boyfriend with them and they were all snuggly and I'm like "dammit man"... then that song got stuck in my head. I haven't talked to mine since like 3:00 storm day, which I'll get into in a sec. I miss that boy like crazy. Something bad tells me not having contact with me isn't bothering him as much as it's bothering me. =( It's the 26th, would be 11 month... Dammit man...I think I'm the only place with power in phone compared to most since everyone's line won't answer when I call. I feel depressed, hapopy, disgusted, and confused all at the same time. But anyway...reay for my longest post ever? It's interesting though I swear. No one's gonna read this. If they do they have to tell me one thing that happened and I'll give them an oreo next time I see them.
HUrricane stuff... dammit man... )
Who've gets their phone back call me! Let's hang out! House phone not cell. (954) 752-5439! Love you all. Tell me how you guys faired!
 
 
.:*:.Mood.:*:.: contemplative
.:*:.Music.:*:.: I wish you were here... / Dammit man!
 
 
Veronica
23 October 2005 @ 06:06 pm
So yesterday I went to the mall with Brandon. I was so happy and accomplished. He got stuff done, I got stuff done, we saw: Jackie, Manny, Kristen, Eddison, Jessie May, Mrs. Kirkwood, and Deigo. I got:
•Present for Alyssa
•Present for Jessie May
•Present for Alex
•CD case
•Dress for Diana's party.

Woo! Brandon just got his brother a birthday present. He's gonna be 21 so he got him shot glasses. XD

So I feel accomplished. And I called a ton of rnadom people. No school Monday and Tuesday. Damn hurricane.
 
 
.:*:.Mood.:*:.: lethargic
.:*:.Music.:*:.: Hawthorne Heights - Nikki FM
 
 
Veronica
20 October 2005 @ 04:21 pm
Yep. Color/pep rally day. Another day of insanity at CGHS. FUn fun. It was funny tohugh to see how funny everyone dressed. Haha! BUt anyway, I sorta decided to randomly update cuz i know i od'nt do that much anymore, but who reads this anyway? I still wanna read about yuor guys' lives. I really do. I usde to be the biggest ocmment whore. BUt i do'nt really call people anymore or go online anymore either so I guess that's why. Alyssa was sad all day today and I felt really bad cuz I couldn't help. I suck... =( Yeah, and there was something about the past couple days, I do'nt know what it is, but I do'nt like it. I've been really numb and now I'm sad agian out of the blue. I do'nt know why. I hate this. I'll never be truely happy.
 
 
.:*:.Mood.:*:.: sad
.:*:.Music.:*:.: Fall Out Boy - Something or other GOd knows the name of it..
 
 
Veronica
14 October 2005 @ 07:57 pm
Yep. I think too much. It hurts. <|3 Ouch...

- On a lighter note -

•I've been a little perkier lately. I've been so distracted from my thoughts, well, sorta. Still never leave the house. I'm always busy, and when I'm not busy, I'm sleeping and or on the phone. I need a life... sorta.
•I'm really sad for Alyssa because of what she's going through. She's going through waht I was and sorta still am. It just hit her and our break ups were a day or two away. Poor girl. Love sucks... and I'm madly in it. >.<;; Her and Kevin don't talk to me a lot anymore. I miss them a lot. They were there, and now... not so much. COme back guys?
•I've been trying to help Kim out with things and I hope it's working...
•My brother is playing Mario. I love Bob-ombs. =)
•I already wanna redo my layour for this thinger.
•Disturbed, Staind, Smile Empty Soul, Breaking Benjamin, Nonpoint, Audioslave, and Seether are ALL coming and I'm not going to anything! T.T
•I feel bad. Diana's birthday is soon. It's at a Spanish night club. Reggaetone... I want to dance and stuff just for her, but I want no clue how. >.> Dancing was never my thing.
•Who reads this?!
•Still drawing and writting and playing gameboy. Woo..
•I miss my Jessie.
•Errrm, I DEFINATELY thing WAY too much. >.<;; So much to say, but I never could. I dream and fantaize too much. Nothing like this will happen on it's own and there's no way they'll ever feel like I do. You just know these things from instict.
•Still sacraficing myself for needs of others. Most do'nt even know when it's happening...

That's all folks.

(edit!!) Oh, and to any of you curious to waht Alyssa doe son the weekends: http://www.animevisions.net/Pictures/girls/Catgirl1.jpg
 
 
.:*:.Mood.:*:.: Upset
.:*:.Music.:*:.: Staind - Mudshovel
 
 
Veronica
Sooooooo...

•I vacuumed the whole house.

•I've been living a lie.

•I'll never be better.

•I'm wasting myself away.

•I got four people to agree with me about FOB.

•I dropped the vacuum on the same foot I dropped the glass dish and now it's swollen.

•It's offical. Everyone sneaks behind everyone else's back. No ones sincere. No one can be trusted.

•I wanna be anywhere but here.

•Only thing keeping me on this miserable planet is the fact I promised people I'd stay on it. See? At least I'm true to people.

•I said the most emo things yesterday and meant them.
1) I believe babies cry when they're born becuase they know they have just entered a world of cruelness and lies.
2) Alyssa: If there is a heaven, can it get overcrowded?
Kevin: Who knows?
Alyssa: What about hell? Where is hell exactly? The core of the earth!? hahaha!
Kevin: I think you just go there and puff from the fire.
Me: I believe reincarnation is hell because once you die, you've sinned so much that they decided to put you back on this earth of hell in itself to live it's pains everyday once again.

Am I too lost, to be saved? Am I too lost?
 
 
.:*:.Mood.:*:.: crushed
.:*:.Music.:*:.: AFI - Dancing Through Sunday / Sublime - The Wrong Way
 
 
Veronica
06 October 2005 @ 09:10 pm
Does anyone but me think Fall Out Boy is maybe slightly overrated?

Me and ALyssa have been devious. >)

I'm being more and more antisocial.

I really hope he's ok!

Sean's funny when he's sad.

Disturbed might be coming!!! And Simle Empty Soul and Breaking Benjamin!!!! *gasp*

Tool is done for!!!! T.T Oh my God I wanna die now!

I wanted to die anyway. O.o;

Kim's back!

IS ANYONE A BIG TOOL FAN? IF SO, PLEASE PLEASE, WHICH IS A BETTER ALBUM, AENIMA OR UNDERTOW?! COMMENT!

Ummm... that's it.

Edit - I've been watching Ray in psychology and it's REALLY upsetting movie. The whole drowning scence and the scene where he holds his baby and tells the women he cheated on WHO LOVES HIM TO DEATH that she's the only one he'd ever love while cheating on her without a care. FUCKIN MEN!
 
 
.:*:.Mood.:*:.: distressed
.:*:.Music.:*:.: Tool - 46 and 2
 
 
Veronica
02 October 2005 @ 08:48 pm
Yep... I'm so darn stressed cuz I don't do anything anymore cuz I have no motivation and I have so much to do and I'm upset about other things and I hate the world population now and I asked Brandon how bleach tasted and *scream* Sorry I ahven't called many people. I still love you guys I swear I really do. I've been so creative with drawing and writting a lot. Doing anything that only occupies me cuz I'm so upset to hang out with real people. -.-; I don't know who cares anymore. My favorite hobby is sleeping now so I don't have to think and face life or cry every moment I'm awake. I don't know guys...
 
 
.:*:.Mood.:*:.: stressed
.:*:.Music.:*:.: Shinedown - Wasteland?
 
 
Veronica
02 October 2005 @ 12:35 am
Emo Song )

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!
XD XD XD XD XD XD XD It's so horribly true! Amanda showed me this song and I'm putting on a cd... woo...
 
 
.:*:.Mood.:*:.: Thoughtful... and silly.
.:*:.Music.:*:.: Adam and Andrew - The emo song
 
 
Veronica
01 October 2005 @ 10:28 pm
Brought by the not-so-popular demands of Amanda, Kyle, and Sarah... here is my crappy poem. Amanda loved it but I'm so critic on my writting.
Guardian Angel )

I'm a hussla homie. Holla back opinions...

Gah I get all funny when I'm nervous. >.<

Also confessing...

I really have been thinking a lot. Reflecting, seeing truths, seeing and finding myself. I would love it so much if I could write as beautifully as some of the bands I listen to, and sing like them to. That would be amazing for me. I also wish i could draw amazing like Alyssa or Amanda. If I could do those things - wow. But I also see my psychological talents, which I'm proud of. But I realyl wanna be a singer... that'd be so awesome.

And I also decided I do'nt belong here. I'm SOOO different frlom everyone else and I feel so misplaced and misunderstood it's crazy. I just wanna get away. I had a nice version while tlaking with Orlando about being in Alaska at night - with all the beautiful stars and the northern lights, alone in the quiet and clear night with the coolness, listeing to my music that I soak in like a sponge. I'd love that... I think way too much of the weirdest things eh?
 
 
.:*:.Mood.:*:.: Thoughtful, artistic
.:*:.Music.:*:.: Blackmore's Night - Wish you were here